Conversation in the shower

"Eh what's wrong with you? Your exams over leh. Shouldn't you be happy?"

"No la. I'm not really celebrating 'cause my friends are still having their exams. And besides, I planned to do some stuff after exams. Will be quite busy loh. P5 camp, possible band concert, NCO camp, and I want to try some new things."

"Wor, busy man ar you."

"Aiya... just some things to occupy my time. Or else I'll feel bored, or worse, emo."

"You already sound emo. Actually because I'm your alter-ego, I already know you're emo. What gives?"

"Nothing much, just the usual I-don't-know-why-my-friends-hate-me stuff. I'm pretty discouraged to be nice to them when they aren't."

"Oh, like what?"

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".... so it's like that lor."

"Oh."

"Sometimes I really have no idea what stupid part of me still thinks that best friends are really forever."

"You have to work hard la."

"Yeah, maybe it's my fault that I didn't give my friends all my attention."

"Maybe. Friendship goes two ways."

"So what should I do now? Abandon those bad debts, and seek out fresh mistakes to make? Like what I always do?"

"You know you can try to repair."

"It's difficult. And it might not work. And I might get battered up."

"Are your friends worth it?"

"I don't know."

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Btw, going to Istana (the only reason why I'm taking a shower this early on a Public Holiday.)

It's only open on selected days of the year. My first time there!

Ciao.