blog/enigma

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

9:49 PM

jiasheng coruscation//strange days says (9:33 PM):
okay can i ask you something?

zhengyu says (9:34 PM):
yea?

jiasheng coruscation//strange days says (9:34 PM):
do you think i was too harsh in my treatment to liangjun?

zhengyu says (9:36 PM):
erm
u juz denied his existence really...
i didnt know much
wad did u do?

jiasheng coruscation//strange days says (9:36 PM):
i didn't really deny his existence
he sorta disappeared.

jiasheng coruscation//strange days says (9:37 PM):
after our last squabble, which was about me not treating edwin well
i didn't try to look for him
initially i wanted to, but pride stopped me. then indifference did.

zhengyu says (9:38 PM):
not treatin edwin well... is tt part of the reason why ur not talkin to him?

jiasheng coruscation//strange days says (9:38 PM):
er. him is edwin or liangjun?

zhengyu says (9:38 PM):
edwin
and maybe liangjun

jiasheng coruscation//strange days says (9:38 PM):
ya la

zhengyu says (9:39 PM):
since edwin was close to lj
omg
im psychic
...
anyway

jiasheng coruscation//strange days says (9:39 PM):
the ironic thing was edwin tried to patch up with me
and... i didn't know what to say to him

zhengyu says (9:40 PM):
i dont tink both of u did anything wrong. and edwin is juz an innocent party really. although it is true tt i also feel tat suddenly there is no such person named Ong Liang Jun in my life anymore

jiasheng coruscation//strange days says (9:40 PM):
on one hand i blame him for sorta disrupting (or destroying) my friendship with liangjun
but... honestly he's not at fault la

zhengyu says (9:40 PM):
that the previous SL was nothing but a figment of my imagination
edwin?

jiasheng coruscation//strange days says (9:40 PM):
ya
edwin

zhengyu says (9:40 PM):
yes

jiasheng coruscation//strange days says (9:40 PM):
liangjun... an enigma really

jiasheng coruscation//strange days says (9:41 PM):
the strange thing is that usually i'll be concerned and go look for him
but now... i don't know why i don't bother.
or lack the motivation to.

zhengyu says (9:41 PM):
the fire juz went out?

jiasheng coruscation//strange days says (9:42 PM):
i can't tell
he seems rather surreal
more like a theme, or a wistful element in a poem
something intangible

jiasheng coruscation//strange days says (9:43 PM):
i'm not sure whether my memories of him were imagined.

jiasheng coruscation//strange days says (9:45 PM):
oh well
not sure why i'm discussing
but qf said i might hurt him.

jiasheng coruscation//strange days says (9:46 PM):
which... is now a rather strange concept
how do you hurt light? how do you hurt air?

signed, jiasheng

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