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Wednesday, June 18, 2008

11:39 AM

Dear qf,

And I think you're thinking too much.

I seriously thought the exchange wasn't as bad as you thought. There weren't any major screw ups (pun unintended). I thought everyone learned something. And we left the day without having lost anything (besides the few original scores, but those can be recovered.)

Sometimes it's best to focus on the bright side. Like what Mr. Leng said, the band didn't break down, or collapse when we played in front of them, even though it was pretty unprepared. We do have a lot of work to do, but at least now we know the band can play in front of an audience confidently. I also feel that the band is more humbled, and all three bands are more friendly.

Logistics-wise, I'm going to excuse us. Yep, it's the exco's fault, or the majors' fault, but honestly, it's just our first exchange that we organize. We learn, and we move on. It's not so much on "oh we screwed up", but "let's not screw up the next time". If we look at the whole, we did more good than bad. If you keep dwelling about what we didn't do, then you won't ever see what we can do the next time.

Doubting yourself doesn't help. We're all voted in because of our ability. If you don't think so, then show that you have the ability. Don't get the wrong idea that you have to work extra hard, etc etc. Nope. We all have to work hard. I know what I screwed up during the exchange, and I'll work on that. We all have our own set of problems to fix.

If it's any consolation, I think we still pwn the last batch x)

***

On a separate issue altogether,

I knew that it'll never work out. You're getting closer by the day, and sometimes I forget who you're supposed to be, his best friend or mine.

Regards,
Jiasheng.

signed, jiasheng

19th Sept
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