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Monday, April 28, 2008

9:56 PM

So, after an insane day, I've...

How could I call it insane? It was one of those days. When I could throw myself down a skyscraper to splatter on the sidewalk and the day still won't end. I just lie around with all my body parts strewn over the place with ladies in their high heels making disgusted faces and carefully treading not to step on my spleen or liver or lungs.

It's horrible. Really, really horrible. And I couldn't even tell why it was horrible, just that it was.

So, after an insane day, I've reached some point.

The thing about this point is I don't have a clear idea what it is. It's not a very clear-cut epiphany, like "I should lose weight" or "Something has got to go" or "I need to buy bottled orgasms". It's more like, "After such a hard, insane, impossible day, I need to reach an epiphany".

I mean, what else do you do when you've had a horrible, impossible day? You can't just lie around expecting tomorrow to be better.

First, I just abandoned the day, regardless the consequences, and slept. I just did. I didn't care. Then I woke up, feeling more horrible, because there's the guilt.

So I need to do something about that.

Because if I don't keep my mind busy with these sort of things, I might just find the nearest skyscraper.

Oh ya, MSN is unsympathetic nowadays.

And also, I realized I need to go back on being independent. I mean, a really critical and cynical side of me is wincing whenever I sms in class.

Today, I just sent random messages to random people hoping they'll reply.

How pathetic is that?

Can't think of any more things to say, because I need to reserve my crapping power for lit work tomorrow.

Signing off,
Jiasheng

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signed, jiasheng

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