blog/enigma
Sunday, April 06, 2008
10:25 AM

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***
So many things have happened that I can't possibly tell you people.

But I'm really glad for people in my life.

1)Qifannn, my confidant and partner-in-crime with dressing the whole band bloodily
2)Tee Zhuo, who has practically became the third UM over the few days
3)People who have helped me with the uniforms, which includes a lot of people: the teachers (Thanks Mrs. Lai for the breakfast =)), the majors, the section/row leaders, Zhenyang, Joshua, plus plus plus
4) My parents and family
5) Band people in general for co-operating, especially with a non-sec4 exco member who is prone to snapping when irritated
6) People who were concerned

These days I've doubted myself, fallen into depression, tried to hang on with 2 hours of sleep for a day, missed band prac on more than one occasion, got irritable and snappish.

But I survived.

So many things had happened, all of which would make me want to lock myself up and cry, but I survived.

I might not be as self-assured or confident or capable as other people, but if I can survive this, I don't know what else I can't. At least, that's what I think for now.

I'm grateful. For whoever helped me along, although sometimes it feels like the world is against me.

I'm overwhelmed by the world, really.

signed, jiasheng

jiasheng

19th Sept
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