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Friday, February 22, 2008

1:58 AM

I'm supposed to be studying chemistry now (why else would I be up at 2am in the morning) but heck, all the demanding subjects are gone and I'm over grieving them so I'm going to rant about it.

I screwed up. Really badly. Bye HP. Bye CSE. I'm not going to deny that I'm super disappointed, and I'm probably going to fail my maths or screw it up so badly that I'll never get my 1.5. But it's over. Okay.

I talked to SLIM for like 30 minutes, half asking him about HP and half offering my opinion on the stress in HP. Now, speaking to him personally, I got the feeling that he's a very adamant teacher. He's really a very interesting character. I won't say fabulous, but quirky (with all its meanings) enough. He's like a person straight out of a lit text.

He sounds very surprised about me wanting to join HP even after hearing about the stress and the complaints he have been getting this year. I could tell he's stressed over the students' stress. And he mentioned the word 'quality' so many times that I lost count. (And me losing count is a big thing. I like to keep track of word counts.)

Some of his ideals are twisted. In the SLIM way. His analogies ain't very effective either. I remember him looking at me straight in the eye and saying "Under me, nothing is impossible. Look at this fountain. Do you see any rooms with a fountain? No. I made it possible. You see that lamp? I told them that I want quality lamps. Not Ikea lamps. Look at the stand. Quality." (It's not very accurate word-for-word, but you get the gist.)

Yes, he is an interesting character to write about. But I shall not for now. (For fear of jeopardizing any minute chance that I have left of joining HP.)

And just to answer Zhengyu's potential question: No, he did not rape me and I didn't submit to him. We did not have sex. xP
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On the other hand, 3P2 has another scandal. Well, not really scandal per se but just a prank. Which had reach PAG's ears. So. It's a scandal. With all the Europeanish effects.

Yes, it's the magnificent Samuel who has done it again. He reported about something offensive under his desk, if memory serves. (I was reading TIME when I noticed PAG shouting. I tried to shut him off, which was pretty easy if you considered the accent, but it was so very disruptive so I listened anyway. I whispered to Jia Wei, "What's he talking about?" then Jia Wei was like giving his shrug.)

Then after class they were talking about who did the thing that "offended" Samuel and the guys were like, "We thought it was you."

Like, what?

I must defend myself! It's so insulting. I admit, or even proclaim, that I dislike Samuel, but I'm not stupid or anti-Samuel enough to do these infantile things. Though I'm really really interested what was the "offensive thing".

I dislike Samuel for several reasons. First, I have a natural animus towards those who are intrinsically (yes it's spelt this way. Stop twisting words.) shallow. I can read him like a book, though it's so superficial that if I do my eyes will burn off. Second, like BD, I think I'm pro-gay but anti-Samuel. It's a ironic thing.

Iron(II) Oxide [metal oxide]: base

In my opinion, he's a gay in denial. Which is probably the worst type of them all. (Though I really don't know, since there isn't much comparison I could do)

BTW, feel free to quote me to report me, darling Sam. I can't wait for the challenge.

(I can't believe how paranoid and sarcastic I am in this post.)

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Tagreplies!:

Samuel: self-condemnation doesnt discount the fact that u are condemned intrinsicallie o.O

>> Once again I have no idea what he's talking about.

qifannn: hmmm your eyes aren't virgin? mine too! hi-5! xD

>> Slutty eyes of the world unite! (Again it sounds wrong xP)

zy: uhm like why is gid passing u love notes? =\

>> Don't worry, I was being sarcastic. I'll show it to you when I can find it/ when I see you.

signed, jiasheng

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