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Monday, February 25, 2008

7:52 PM

Don't highlight.

I am extremely depressed. Or I was extremely depressed. Until I ponned 3rdlang and slept it away.

Sleep is comforting.

I have things to do. Even if my dreams and hopes crash and fall. Even if my wings are battered and bruised. I can still walk. I can still be optimistic.

Even though some part of me doesn't want to. That part wants to find some corner and cry.

At how it's not fair.
At how hopeful I was.
At how I'm going to pick up the pieces and move on.

I can't believe this. I sound like my mother died. And I can't believe I can joke about it.

How serious do I want people to take me when I can't even view my own problems seriously?

Or is it just me? That I'll revert to being humourous about it and escape from the harsher facts of reality?

Milk. And a cookie. Dipped in chocolate. Comfort food.

I would need the strength. I have things to do.

signed, jiasheng

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