blog/enigma

Friday, December 14, 2007

4:06 PM

Last night was tiring but fun because I typed till about 2 in the morning for the notes. And I finished it, totalling 5 pages. Woah.

Tag replies.

amelia: HEY I DONT TALK LIKE A COW OKAY, I DONT EVEN MOOOO. EVIL BOY. QUICK MAKE A NICER ACROSTIC POEM.

>> AngelicMusicEnhancesLackadaisicalIglooAaaaaahthisissorandom. xP

qiqi: haha xinyuan. what do you think? : D
>>" "-for xy to reply.

It's really raining heavi- oh wait, old news. It's always raining nowadays.

Tomorrow's the exco meeting for band... I'm going with bubu and nicktan to some cosplay thingy afterwards. I had no idea why I'm going actually. It's like, Bufan just asked me and I said I would consider it. And now I'm going.

What exactly do you do at a cosplay? I mean, people dress up as manga and anime characters, so you just... watch them? (Sounds voyeuristic to me.) I asked Bufan and he mentioned something about booths. Now I keep having the impression that we go into this dark booth then watch people strip through a peephole.

(It's not my fault. Talking to Bufan turns you a little weird.)

Oh, uh, happy birthday to wq's Dad tomorrow!

I realized that I completely forget today all of the sec 3 band people who were marooned in Beijing are finally coming back. I was planning to get a lot of people to receive them but... I overslept. And then forgot.

So now I'm just going to stone at the computer. It's not entertaining, but I'm just going to blast Jenny and continuing taunting Rebecca about her not being able to play Audition until 5. Which is about half an hour away.

Since I'm so bored now, I shall create an FAQ for myself! (Have you ever seen such an ego person? No. Okay.)//EDIT: On hindsight it's more of an interview. Ooh. Stars are blind.

Question 1: What do you think of yourself?
Is this a question about self-confidence? Huh? Huh?! Do I look like I have an inferior complex?! Well okay fine maybe I do. Generally I feel okay about myself if I have nice clothes to wear (probably a non-V-neck shirt and my Levi's. School uniform does not count as nice clothes). Then there's the matter of my facial condition. I'll much rather stay home and rot if my face is like urgh. Yeah. Sleeping it away does work though, at the rate of 1 pimple/two full nights' sleep. Urgh. Oh, but facial wash does help though, like Watson's Icy Coo-

Question 2: Uh... I meant your perception of yourself.
Oh. Well I think I'm a pretty vain person. I'm also have quite a fair amount of ego. I guess I try to be friendly with everybody, and I love fun. Though I'm very much a thinker so I end up introspecting on many occasions and start to emo and stuff. And I think nobody should form lasting and meaningful relationships with me because I'll just screw you twice over until you're senseless.

Question 3: Ooh, that's harsh. What do you mean by 'screwing you twice over until you're senseless"?
Well, usually it'll involve a lot of backstabbing and booby-traps and stuff. Aw, it's difficult to describe exactly. I'll have to show you. You want to find out? You could come to my house, sometime around midnight...?

Question 4: Uh. No thanks. Erm, so what do you usually do at home when you're bored?
I can't believe so many people are interested in what I do when I'm bored. Aren't you people wrapped up in your own lives? Well I do scandalous stuff like stalk my crushes. Or I read Wikipedia(I'm pretty sure I've finished all the sections on Love, Psychology and Britney Spears). I listen to music on Youtube, and watch some random Japanese magician videos. Or I read funny blogs. Or just blogs of people I know. Then I practise piano pieces. And watch TV at the same time. If I'm vexed I go cycling. If I'm emoing then I'll try to pester people on MSN to talk to me. My life is pretty boring and no-lifeish if you ask me.

Question 5: Who do you usually talk to on MSN?
Let's see...
1) Weiqi, my section leader.
2) Bufan, student conductor.
3) Qifann about random stuff
4) Liuzhen about his hamsters/concert/me flaming him/him worried about my suicide attempts
5) Daxian, for me to tease him
6) Rebecca, mostly because we're organizing the gathering. But she's fun to talk to.
7) Elliot and Zongchen because I find them to be adorable juniors.
8) Chloe because she finds me to talk to and keep pestering about my crushes xP
9) Mark for his random Japanese vids
10) Yaonian to discuss my essays and poisons and generally anything conspiratorial in nature.
11) Edwin for the band admin stuff
12) Bo Dong for his blog popularity
13) Amelia for her randomness (see I mentioned her again.)
14) Jovina - not so common now but every time we do talk she'll start screaming about her missing the camp
Oh, special mention of who I don't talk to.
1) The people I block - and I block plenty of people now and then.
2) My OBS instructor - since I added him I haven't even said hi. It's a little awkward. It's like, Hi, I'm your OBS student. Then he'll ask, Which one? I had 14 batches this year.

Question 6: Any love interests?
Plenty! I love pop music that isn't jarring to my ears, especially Spears (LEAVE BRITNEY ALONE!), Clarkson (I'm addicted to 'Sober'), Hilton (Nothing in this World). Plus plus plus. (Yes I'm a junkie of cheap commercialized music.) Some band music interests me. I love Madtv, and funny stuff. I frequent joke sites often. Then there's a series of brands which I would die for. I absolutely think Fergie and Rihanna are both incredibly slutty but sexy. I love to talk too, and being with people I like makes me as pleased as punch.

Question 7: Uh. I meant love interests, like people. Crushes.
Hmmmm. I fantasize about Fergie. I think she's really beautiful and all. Though personally I think it's really demeaning to females to worship their ohmygodyou'resexy physical assets but I appreciate the aesthetic quality. (That's just another way to say I'm a horny sex maniac, by the way.) I think some guys are cute, but not those obscene muscle men. It's just so yucky and scary seeing all their veins pop up as they pose those supposedly macho poses. Examples of cute guys: The dad in this ad. But I think Arnold is overrated. So is Brad Pitt and a lot of football stars.

Question 8: Are you gay?
Yes.

Question 9: Woah, that's a big thing to admit.
What's so big about admitting happiness?

Question 10: ...
I know what you think. I think I'm more like being appreciative of things which I find pretty. So keep guessing. I like the attention.

Question 11: You're really attention-seeking, you know that?
Yeah! Of course. I'll wither and die without attention. I think I'm playing this gay game a little too dangerously but it certainly draws attention. (I feel guilty for exploiting them like that.) Not that I find gays repulsive - in fact most of them I see on TV or read about (I don't know any openly gays personally) are really hilarious and I love their antics. They're like people who have to use humor to survive because otherwise people will just focus on their orientation. Oh c'mon. I think sex is just an aspect of life, not everything. Professionally, I'm interested in writing about gays because of their complex emotional struggles but ultimately I'm neutral about it.

Question 12: What's your take on love?
I remember writing an article about it. Then commenting on that article. Go read my 200th post. But I do hope for true love. Where where? I think I've very romantic in that sense.

Question 13: Do you think you're a metrosexual?
Wellll. I don't like being labelled as one. But I guess some part of me likes to look good and smell good so yeah. But I don't think I'm that metro because a) I don't have the money to buy Armani and b) I'm too clumsy and will get mud all over me.

Question 14: What do you think about-
Too many questions! I have another appointment in 20 minutes' time at the other side of town. Nice talking to ya'. (Gets up and leaves.)

signed, jiasheng