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Saturday, September 08, 2007

4:29 PM

YES, I've finally realized the solution to the many time paradoxes of Secret.

1) The correction fluid: Introducing the new and improved table-correction-fluid set from the 22nd century, kindly brought to you by Dough-Ra-Eh-Mon Company. It allows you to leave a message (using the stylus, THE correction fluid) on a surface (THE school table). The message is hidden until the user programs it to appear. The exact time and the person which it will only appear to can be accurately set. Available at all patched MapleEARTH Moneyshops, at 1200-@cash for one unit or 10000@cash for 10.

2) Time paradox: Coming in the form of a piano (with the keys yellowed for an antiqued feel), the TIME PARADOX RESETTER is another product from the future, which automatically resets any paradoxes created by human error because of lame movie plots or crying girls with asthma. It can solve any problem ranging from deleting murderous sessions with your great-grandparents to finding THE piano score for travelling time (another product of Dough-Ra-Eh-Mon Co, the novel time-travel machine for virtuoso pianists)

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***

And guess what I found on my tagboard today? A rat! Seriously, a tanned Indian rat. It's rather rare, but guess what, it's a tanned Indian rat which plays the horn! Now that's something you can't find every day.
As usual, it was sprouting rubbish, but who cares, it's eye-candy enough to see such a rare beast appearing on one's tagboard. I replied to its inane squeaks, but I don't think it can understand human language. Although rats are pretty smart creatures, this certain species use it only for cunningness so I guess all they do is chase their tails.
Well, happy spotting it on my tagboard! Maybe you can try speaking to it, too!

***

Well. Fine. I flamed again.
It's not like I wouldn't go to hell (if there is one) so I don't really mind. I get a kick out of writing stuff like that. Maybe I'm just twisted in the way I am.
Speaking to ee (in actual fact I have no idea who that person is, but since he/she/it has given me the chance to guess, I shan't waste the chance) again, I must first stress that I appreciate it. I really do.
Because in any way I look at it, I would only offer advice to someone who I care about. If I don't give a damn about the person, I would probably just flame him/her and leave him to fume about me even more.
I don't know about karma, or the saying "what goes around comes around". Will I get retribution? Will someone who I've irritated strongly enough eventually cause my ultimate demise? I don't know. And to be honest, I don't really worry that much. In all my life, I've learned never to trust a person better than myself.
It's a sad life, I must say. Not being able to lean on someone when there's trouble. Or dealing things by myself when obstacles come and go. I don't like it. There are many a times when I wish I could just be able to trust someone enough to really befriend him/her, so I don't have to smile plastically, or fake a laugh. But then the memories come back, and I find myself saying, "Umm, that's nice. I have to go, see you tomorrow."
I really hate it. But one of the hardest things to change in life are habits, and everything I stare at myself introspectively, chiding myself for being naive, berating myself for being pretentious.. it all becomes dark and murky and hopeless.
To what ee mentioned about revenge from others, I actually chortled bitterly. Yeah, I get that frequently. Regret? No, I'm immune.
Friends I used to have? The more I think of it, the more I realized that the pages of my friendship book are blank. I flip frantically, but after the last page, I finally give up.
Forgive? Forget? Who's going to do this to me?
Maybe I sound cold and unfeeling, but in reality, I mind. I mind a lot. Frankly, I hate myself this way. Who likes being hateful and anti-social? I imagine myself to be a bright lively creature, not someone who enjoys the dank dungeon hiding from everyone else.
But it's too late now isn't it? Yeah. It is.

***

Not everything bad came out of it. At least I realized why I still have friends. The people who respect me for who I am, laugh genuinely at my jokes, and don't probe uncomfortably. Yeah. Thanks a lot.

signed, jiasheng

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