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Friday, July 13, 2007

12:30 AM

Nowadays I'm very confused.
It's just this sudden rush of activities had made me disoriented from my goals. Suddenly, the idea of being a busy lawyer doesn't seem that attractive anymore.
I hate my life being so packed and tiring and dumb. I can't stand working. Seriously.
So I'm just stuck at crossroads again. Where to go? Which way to take?
I just have so many places to pick but I deny each and every one of them. I'm such a fickle person. It's such a blur that my life have completely lapsed into auto-mode, when activities push it along in a trudge, without a direction and aimlessly.

On a brighter note, I feel very energetic today because it's Edwin's birthday tomorrow! (Well technically today.) Somehow I'm just motivated to make it memorable for him. And yes, the extraordinary thing I'm going to do for him is that I baked a cheesecake! It's in the fridge cooling now... And let me just do some accounting:

Ingredients: Caster Sugar(x2), Corn Flour(x2), Cream of Tartar, Lemon(x2), Cream Cheese(x2)
Total Price: $17.75
Time Spent On It: 1 hour on preparation, 2 on actually doing the works
The look on my face when he told me via sms that he don't eat cheese because it's smelly - no I don't call it priceless, I call it Edwin-you're-so-gonna-get-cheesecake-all-over-your-face-today.
Oh wells. I don't care. I'm just going to throw it to him and stuff his mouth with it. Ha!
I don't really understand why I'm doing so much for some small cause. Maybe it's really what I've been telling everyone: "I'm just sucking up to the future majors, lah!"
Well it's one way to stop people from associating me with Teezhuo. Brrr.
Ah whatever, I shall be nice and give him a choice. If he hates it I'm gonna share it with Qifann and Zhengyu. So there!
Happy Birthday, Edwin.

signed, jiasheng

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