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Wednesday, March 14, 2007

12:56 AM

Thy guilt is a great thing...
The good and bad news is it doesn't affect me. Wow. That probably means I can kill a person remorselessly. Bad.
Anyway, in a last ditch attempt to do something this whole free day (Tuesday, that is) I bought some materials for the war collage supposed to be done by this holiday.
That is, a black A5 paper, red paint for blood, and a silver marker.
And I spilled some of the red paint on my hand, so I looked like I've sliced up my thumb.
I don't feel like blogging properly.
Then there's this thing about Lz. Somehow he tags some stuff on the cbox, then doesn't leave a reply to continue. So it's always a cliffhanger with him. And the most recent was some gobbledygook which I think no one can decipher except him.
Thus it has led me to several conclusions:
1) He's loony now. (Uh... according to ZY that is... but I don't think so.)
2) He's bored. (Highly possible. Nothing seems to interest him for long.)
3) He's being lame. (Likely, since I crap at him often. Revenge.)
4) He's sad. (Not likely, but I included it just in case since sometimes when I'm depressed I'll leave little hints at tagboards and see if people would notice.)
yspmoyybniraaoy
What's that supposed to mean? I'm no cryptologist.
yoaarinbyyompsy? Hmmm. Fail.
taonittvbuit? Fail.
symphonybinary? Fail.
Oh whatever. I'm not wasting time on him. I'll just get tired and freaked out.
There are many things that I'm tired of.
I'm such an escapist. I fancy a time where I can just hop into a convertible and drive off into the sunset, into unknown lands and glittering seas and swirling deserts and breath-taking cliffs...
Yes, I'm ranting again, sorry.
And I do realize that my points are getting scattered again.
I don't really care too much about that this post. Oh I remembered, one thing I want to mention.
Some people are interesting.
And I only discover that when I struck upon their interesting traits and abilities.
For example, do you know that Da Xian is a talented photographer?
Or Khee Xuan could sing well (Actually we knew that long ago, but still. Proven well.) ?
Or Sylvia and Isaac could read Webdings?
Or Xiao Bin and Yang Fan are good in Chinese?
I never knew.
It's only when you stumble across the things you don't know that you discover the things that you lost, yet you never knew.
To be haunted by absence. Coveted knowledge of a person you thought you know inside out. The hidden grins, the secret smiles. The unknown losses and gains, the loves and loathes you pass by and forget.
Sometimes what you don't know can become ghosts, lingering around.
Can we cope with ultimate knowledge?
I've received a card, saying, "Seek wisdom, not knowledge. Knowledge is of the past, wisdom is of the future."
Basically, wisdom is what you learn from knowledge and how you apply it.
Enlightening.
Still. Treat this as crap, and your life will still be the same.
-grins-
Nights.
And thanks.

signed, jiasheng

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