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Sunday, January 28, 2007
1:30 PM

I'm too lazy to even complete my homework (no doubt it's an all-nighter for me again) so I'll just post my conversation with Zhengyu. It pretty much covers everything.

(After he had ranted his bit of frustration)
ZY are u ready to tell me what happened now/
JS actually, after listening to you, my troubles seem so minor now
ZY do tell. i want to help.






if not i will feel even more useless






i will humour you then!






well, i'm just being strict today.








i've told zhitao many times not to play other people's or even touch their instrus unnecessarily






but he hit the timpani for fun. so i told him he owed me twenty






that's accumulated punishment, btw






so i heard from huiyao






and he refused when we were at the old band room






cause' i'm hardly his senior






and liang sai sided him






OH








wanting me to go to other seniors if that happened






again






malaysians are liddat one






oh myy






his exact words, "same rank, same year, cannot pump each other"






wad stupid law is tt la






i was about to saw i'm not the same rank as zhitao lar






1stly, in skill, i'm definitely better. 2ndly, in discipline. 3rdly, in actual rank, i'm in the exco also






not you know that i say that not to be ego or boast






but when zhitao said, "so what if i played? edwin they all also play" that was the last straw






i said, "that's why, i don't want you to be the likes of them!"






then walked out






wow. that dosen't seem more minor than mine






in fact it sounds od the same theme






discipline






failure of sections






unhelpfulness of seniors






now i'm seriously mad not at zhitao, not really at liang sai, but the profound impact on how seniors affect juniors






attitude of batchmates






that too






bah. humbug






i am oso getting more and more displeased with YiKn






YiKun






i'm being sceptical at my seniors' attitude.






so. i don't know. maybe it is a good thing. propels me to go even further






go BANDAC






go bandac
1/27/207






three cheers for it






hip hip hurray






hip hip hurray






hip hip hurray






but i need to do some serious self reflection and assessment work

Oh, I hope he doesn't mind.
You guys must be (okay, fine, maybe not) wondering what is BANDAC. It's an abbreviation for Bonding And Nurturing Die-hard Anti-(fill in nasty things here that both me and Zhengyu [Zhengyu and I, I mean] hate)ist Community. BANDAC for short. So it can be:
1) Bonding And Nurturing Die-hard Anti-Chanlamist Community.
2) Bonding And Nurturing Die-hard Anti-beingcontradictedist Community.
3) Bonding And Nurturing Die-hard Anti-banddestroyersconsciouslyorotherwiseist Community.
And the list goes on.
But anyway. I met this girl who, according to Zhengyu, is similar in character to me. (he 'introduced' her by giving me her MSN email address)
Which I don't think so, but she's a nice person, and I can talk well with her without having those 'shut up lar preacher' sort of comments so it's totally fine.
Now I'm just wondering if I should call her 'xuann' (which is her msn nickname), or
'duxuan'(which was the name she used on my tagboard) or just keep calling her 'hey, you' (which sounds pretty rude here but actually works on msn)
There, she's talking to me again. She's delightful company.
Yeah, yeah, Jiexuan, laugh at me for all you like.
It's nice to know someone new who wouldn't treat you like an alien, you know.

signed, jiasheng

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