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Monday, January 15, 2007

8:03 PM

I just realized what a gigantic mistake I made yesterday.
And yes, I shall start from yesterday, so you people wouldn't give me dirty looks, leaving you to imagine what on earth happened yesterday. Okay, here goes:
She lay quietly on the bed, her breath hoarse and gruff. Slowly, she slipped out of her gorilla suit, and her hair fell on her shoulders, luxuriously glorious. She beckoned naughtily, lips smacking-
WAIT. Wrong story. This is supposed to be a G-rated blog!
Anyway, Zhengyu was like panicking and telling me Da Xian's committing suicide or something like that. So I got panicked along with him and he begged me to go cheer him up or something like that.
It's kind of ridiculous actually, because:
1) Da Xian is one of the last people I would know to go commit suicide.
2) I don't know him personally and I doubt he knows my name.
3) Zhengyu has anxiety disorders.
4) I'm not in the mood myself.
Anyway, he told me that he had to log off so he just left me like that, deciding whether to be a normal person and try to go and sleep, or be deranged and try to counsel someone 3 years older than me and most probably get struck by obscenities. Now dear reader, which would I choose?
The deranged one of course. Firstly, I'm by no means normal. Secondly, if I chose the normal option, there's no more story to be told. Thirdly, such a kind and understanding person by nature cannot just ignore an individual in distress, even though that "individual in distress" tends to shout at his juniors a lot and is so cool that he can substitute for the Raffles statue.
Anyway, I sent a series of smses to him, employing my usual tactics for cheering someone up. Act real stupid and retarded, and shoot something serious in the middle of the conversation, so he wouldn't give up on me yet and will at least consider my views.
This time, I'm an alien with a farting partner in a cramped spaceship, having traveled 30 lightyears by the request of his friend to cheer him up.
One thing I learned from this experience - never ever give your name when you're making someone older feel better. Once I did, he started giving ME advice!
Oh well.
And the nerve of him to just breeze past me today! He doesn't even acknowledge my presence!
1) He probably doesn't know me.
2) He thought the person yesterday was amusing and never thought Jiasheng is that entertaining.
3) He's blind and deaf and mute. (The mute part I suspect a lot. Except when he's yelling.)
Okay, fine, by right I shouldn't be that angry at him, but that's after I realized my big mistake.
I cleared up the vermin's dirty work.
I helped that thing.
Gosh, the idiocy of it all! I hate I hate I hate myself.
And the worst thing? They are best friends since Year 1.
It's the exact dilemma I have with Jie Xuan.
Am I destined to cross paths with rats? I'm referring to the vermin of course.
Nonetheless, I'm still exhilarated that I could help Da Xian, even though I played practically no part in it. He settled his own problems.
In fact, I think he's kind of nice.
(Well at least he can match my blogging capacity.)
(Ignoring the fact that he once called selecting a Sec. 1 as an EXCO member 'crazy', clearly underestimating me.)
But never mind. I'm sure I'll cease to exist in his world soon, so I'll look forward to that day.
After all, I'm better off forgotten.

signed, jiasheng

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