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Monday, October 23, 2006

2:37 AM

I'm currently bored. So, while listening to Zhenyang's lulling music on his website (mystflare, link>>>) I decided to pour out what I've been feeling lately about certain people:
-Rujun
I know, I've thanked you on MSN. It's just that after the Secondary 4 Farewell Lunch I realised you will be one of the few seniors I would miss terribly. I would not forget your perpetual 'stoned' expression and fun-loving nature. Thanks loads for everything. I used to wonder what made me so grateful, until the day when I realised that it was you who tried your efforts to cheer me up when I was depressed, and whenever I look for you, I never get a disappointed reply. Even a little 'Sorry, I got work to do, will talk to you later,' brightens my day. At least there's someone who is reliable and empathic. All the best for your future and *inside joke here* don't forget me... knock knock.
You probably wouldn't read this, but I feel good typing it out.

-Jiehan
Thanks for showing me new perspectives to leadership and telling me so much about the experiences you had. Thanks for the trust you had in me and most importantly, showing me which way I would pave for my journey ahead.
And thanks for seeing the real me and the willingness to accept me as your equal (that's how I feel). And last but not least, for the songs I've requested!
You have really spiced up my life. Beyond that, I've gotten inspiration.
Thank you, really.

-Sean Chia
I can't fathom you. And I can see there's an obvious effort to avoid me. Therefore, I shall not bother your last months and let you live in peace. Maybe I would erase you from my memories and you will just be a slacker Band Major. I'll pretend I was just a vessel for you to fill the gossips and facts you told me. I'll just forget that I've ever known you to be nice and warm. Just get out of my life, thanks.

-Kheexuan
Although I'm very grateful to you for being nice to me, I see that you have your own life and I have mine. So best regards to you and I shall just remember the bits and pieces where you taught me the chromatic downscale and intervals of fifth. So I'll leave you as a memory but that's what it would remain. Besides, I can tell that you don't care. Go pinch Yu Quan's cheeks or something.

-Liuzhen
I think I've spoken enough about you the last post. But just to simplify it, I'm a little angry, a little confused and a whole lot disappointed.

-Luther
If you continue your ways, you would never get far. Besides, you can't make a band a success being a soloist.

-Yong Jie
You're doing great, compared to the other majors. Which is not too good, but I'm sure you would improve. Just don't catch 'Ernest-itis' and 'erm... let me think' too much and be more confident.

-Ernest
I used to think you are spastic, lame and plain silly. Now, I still think so, but at least you shine much more brightly than the current majors. Thanks for everything. You did a great job.

-Nicholas
I shall be as stoned as you are.

-Jiasheng
Thanks for being who you are. And yes, that includes egoistic too. Oh well, you can't have the best of both worlds.

That's all. If I think of any more tributes/disappointments, I'll keep it posted.
I would really like the people I listed to read though.
Thanks and bye, reader.
I mean it.

signed, jiasheng

19th Sept
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