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Sunday, October 29, 2006

2:34 PM

I surprise myself. I'm back already, and that's even before most of you have read the previous blog entry.
Now I know the answers were there all along. Just that all the problems blocked out solutions.

***

LiuZhen,

It's difficult to just speak to you and I'm quite sure you would not get it on MSN. So I think it's best to just comment on you here. And since it's a comment, not an order, you can always choose not to take it. You might not even read this, but it does make me feel better if you did.
For one, I'm not annoyed or angry or saddened. You would need a great amount of effort to change my viewpoints or opinions. If I had ever made you feel bad, incompetent or plain irritated, I'm really sorry. Maybe there was a time when I lashed out at you without restrains on my words. You told me not to show my displeasure so freely, which probably shows much about you. I just want to say that I might have gone a little overboard and been too insensitive. But that's the real me (at that time anyway). So I can say that while some things I say are not pleasant to the ears, they are certainly true words straight from my mind, without any effort to hide insults, declare untruths and of course, no boot-licking.
You've done a great job so far. Do keep it up, and I wish to see a brilliant next year ahead, so don't let me down. Once again, countless apologies and a bunch of thanks.

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Zhenyang,

I think the most important thing here is to be honest with me and not let me guess and keep referring to your blog or other sources. I might be a bad friend, but no effort is done to make me improve.

***

I know if I post this right now, someone would probably feel left out and unanswered. So, even if I can't mention your name (ironically, the person who can't bear to see your name would still know), you might be glad to know that I don't mean to mould you into this nasty character who's heartless and unfeeling. You are just a normal person who had been unfairly judged by someone who's so immature that he ought to be shot.

'Jiasheng

Postscript: I think after this series of posts, I should be able to revert back to my cheery, amusing posts.

signed, jiasheng

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