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Wednesday, November 01, 2006

6:36 AM

Okay, yesterday when I got home from band practice my brother was hogging the computer, therefore, I fell asleep (partly because I was tired from practising 5 solos) and woke up only today. And I've band practice in 1 and a half hour's time.
I noticed that I've done stupid things, again. Obviously, I was harbouring the false hope that Zhenyang might actually read in between the lines and realise that I've been trying to tell him:
IF YOU DON'T SPEAK OUT MORE, I'M GOING TO HAVE TO KILL YOU.
or something like that.
In any case, I'm going to left him to take the initiative. I've even cancelled out his blog link, so that I wouldn't check his blog anymore. By the way, I was pending his asterisks until he took up the courage to speak out. He would have five I think.
I also realised an important thing yesterday. I realised that there's no need to keep staring at my phone for messages just because someone told you he would be lonely and needs company (via the phone) while trying to play 'Second Suite in F' as if that particular person needs you, he would get you. If he doesn't, it would probably mean he's happy and contended for now and I would probably be happy for him. And that would mean less soul-searching and less picking of words.
Therefore, this mentality would save me from a lot of unnecessary grief and trouble (when Mr. Lim keeps a close eye on handphones during band practices)
So, 2 wishes here:
1)You know who you are. Talk to me or die. xD
2)No more messages unless necessary.

signed, jiasheng

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