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Monday, October 30, 2006

2:52 AM

I guess my plans didn't work too well.
Firstly, this is not going to be a funny post with more satire, lame jokes and whatever things that make you want to laugh and groan at the same time.
I just saw something quite profound to my immature mind. And I hope that I know who he's referring to, for if it's not what I think, then it would really be embarrassing.

What is "moving on"? Does it mean that that person no longer matters so much to you? My advice to 2 fellows, who i think treat "moving on" very importantly, that it simply means finding out new stuff and exploring more about life, but keeping what's precious. So if he's really so precious to you right, there's no need to try to get used to life without him. Instead, take him along in your new life yup. There's no need to question about limits and all that stuff, because when it goes to emo things like relationships, it doesn't really have any boundaries, except the ones that you set in your head.

Of course, I've seen these words quite a long time ago, and I've included them inside my mind for further thought. And I'm not putting this up so I can further spite someone and remind him of someone else.
By "moving on", I think that in my terms, it can certainly mean a lot of things. For example, it could mean leaving a place or situation which triggers unhappy memories. The person still matters - just that your consciousness reminds you that you are better off without him and you should probably just leave the person to lessen the pain. It sounds stupid, as you will soon find out that it's more excruciating to try to carry on your life without thinking about him.
I've done a lot of stupid things in my life. I've always held the thought that the best way to hate a person is to ignore his presence and be ignorant of his actions. To deprive them of any attention is often more cruel than downright hatred. It should work on most people. But what happens when it hurts yourself more than the person ignored? Should you continue this silly game of feigning puzzled looks whenever someone calls his name? Should you continue to prolong your sufferring, clutching the hope that one day, when the alarm clock rings, you would finally not wake up with tears in your eyes?
Yet sometimes there is nothing we can do. There are some things you can't bring along. Every day, things are different; opinions are changed, people are judged, friendships are forged and broken.
No one promised an easy life. There are things we can't hold on to nor let go. So, breathe easy and dance along with Life. Take care of the things you can take care of and forget about the rest. Be a dear to everyone you see and flash a smile. Speak your mind freely and you'll have an audience.
I'm pretty sure Sean wasn't referring to me now, but I still thank him for enlightening me on a lot of things.
And I hope to hear from someone soon. Please don't let me down.
Thanks.

signed, jiasheng

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